Blue Pill

Blue pill like it’s the matrix
I write about bars
But I won’t take it
I smile a lot
I fake it
I sin a lot
But I’m not Satan
Traitor to my family
I’m a cancer
When trouble calls
I’m the answer
Blue pill like the matrix
Judgemental
I really hate it
I think about it
I contemplate it
Suicidal thoughts
I over rate it
Homicidal thoughts
Get suffocated
Random thoughts
They welcome themselves
Random thoughts hunt me
And no one else
Playing mind games
With violent whispers
Too vulnerable
So I’m a good listener
Blue pill like the matrix
Too strong
So I have to space it

#poetry #poem #poet

So I have more news for everyone. I want to focus on building my platform even more. Many of people probably only know me as a poet and that is perfectly fine becuz I love writing poetry and I have more to come but I also want to build a platform. Therefore, between this website and Wattpad I will be posting chapters of not only a free book but an entire free series. Every week I will be releasing 1 chapter with the first week being two chapters. I want to give as much as I can. I want you all to feel more of like my family instead of just readers. I love sharing my creativity with you each of you and I also love the support I get from you all. I have more announcements coming so stay tuned…

I’ve decided to turn my latest project I’ve been working on into a series. Therefore I want to have a grand total of four series, two exclusive to Amazon and the other two widely published. I want to run an experiment with these series, also, it gives me more to do. Therefore books will be released in each series in a rotation, on a monthly basis.

#indieauthor #author #ebooks #, writing #series

Crickets

Father of the year
Where he at?
He ain’t love me
He just blessed me into a set
I work hard
I work for his respect
I can’t share future wealth
Because it’s not here yet
That’s why he missin
I should’ve listen
When mama told me
He was ruthless
To him I’m useless
Got me feelin stupid
Deep down inside
I already knew this
I just live a lie
Callin it grown man pride
Keepin hurtful shit
Inside
I lose Everytime
We share a bond
Thinkin we good forever
Thinkin far beyond
That’s what I get for thinkin.
I’m too strong for drugs
I don’t do no drinkin
I just lay down at night and hurt
I go to sleep, wake up, and get back to work
#fatherless #depression #poetry #poet #poem #life